i just found out about a classmate of mine, he hung himself last tuesday... also, i want to say i'm sorry i've missed all your deviations and have been gone for so long. just a lot of things happening.

i've also had some other things happen. i found out my mom had a mis-carriage between me and my brother [before me and after my brother], and we just found mold growing around my little sister's bed in the room we share. luckily, my mom's found a job, she was laid off, don't know if i told you that.

it's not all bad though. i got a new kitten, her name's Sheik [as in Legend of Zelda]. i went to our local renaissance fair and participated in our booth. i got some anti depression/anxiety meds, and they've been helping [this happened in june, around the time of my swine flu]. we found the mold, which probably the reason for my annoying cough that i haven't been able to get rid of [better to know about it than not, right?]. and, like i said, my mom's got a job again now.

my good paragraph is longer than my bad paragraph. that's something else, too.