HEALZ YEA! I GOTS A WACOM BAMBOO JUST FOR ME AND I'M GOING TO DOWNLOAD THE EXTRA SOFTWARE NOW! DDDDDDDD

...I love my grandma. <3

Merry Christmas everyone!

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Okay, so just so you know. I won't be able to get on very much because my parents disabled my internet access on my laptop, so I can only get online at school (where almost everything is blocked) and on the family computer where I'm monitored closely. So until I get my grades back up (which will take a while) I won't be getting on too much.

But not to worry! Because if I don't get on too much, that means I have less distractions for drawing, no?

Anyway, I don't really blame them, my grades are pretty crappy. Half of my classes are F's. I'm going to have to work my ass off. But oh wells. I'll work. And I'll win back my internetz.

So, until we meet again, deviantArt! *Blows a kiss*

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There's this special program for minors to go out and see the world called the People to People Ambassadors program, started by president Eisenhower to improve world relations. For the past three years, I've been invited to go on some of these trips, which is a pretty big honor. Last year the program went going to go to Ireland. This year it's going on a tour of Italy, France, Switzerland, and Austria.

But there's a catch.

We have to pay the fees-- which are somewhere around $5,000 on average. I don't have that much money. I don't even dream about that much money. My family is a poor lower-class one that just this summer was struggling to make it after my mother lost her job.

I would love to go, you have no idea how much. But I just can't.

So, remember when I got swine flu? Apparently, it leaves you with a bad cough for months afterwords. So that means, every time I get a cold, it's way worse than it would be. And the cough has left my lungs bad. So during P.E. at school, i have to walk everyday when everybody else is running. I come in last. It's embarrassing.

And-- for as long as I've been alive, I've had a speech impediment. I've lived in the same place all my life, but my speech impediment makes it sound like I have a Russian accent. So it gets annoying when people ask me, "How long have you lived here?" At least I can train myself to pronounce the 's' and 'sh' sounds, but no matter how hard I try, I can't pronounce the 'r' sound right. My last name starts with an R. So I can't even pronounce my own name.

And then my braces. I know when they're off and I have good teeth I'll be thankful for it and all, but it's just embarrassing. I get almost EVERYTHING stuck in them, and I can't bite into things-- like apples. I have to cut it up to be able to eat it. And I have hole where a tooth never grew in, it's noticeable. They're gonna put in a fake tooth, but still, until then I have an empty hole.

Anyway, I know my life isn't as bad as I make it seem, but it feels like it. Venting is how it gets better.

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it's been a SUPER long time since i've uploaded anything other than commissions.

i was going to go to anime vegas with my friends, but i got a really bad headcold that i'm still getting over. it's like a flu, i think. not swine flu, though, because that's one of those that you can build an immunity to after you get it the first time, so i'm safe from that one now at least. or hopefully. i'm a little depressed over it, but on the bright side now i can actually make a costume for the anime con.

anyways, my voice is all hashed up and i've bad congestion and i think i'm going to have a sketchdump soon. so watch out for that.... muahahahah.....